You're My Nightmare

from Lunar Affair by Monarcadia

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I can't decide
which one to carry on.
Which one to carry on?

I can't decide anymore
who finally found you.

Silent pillow,
why me?
How come?

Why lay a peril,
silent pillow?

I get a little
knotted, pillow.
I can't, pillow.
I can't decide.
Everything I've tried died.
No more missing you.
Everyone could never tend to you.
Everything you say:
the words are paper cuts on your face.
Every little blind eye
turns a little every way that it could.
Anyway that it goes,
I'm touching you.
It's watching you.

I say, "Why?"
I say, "Why say?"
"I can't," I say.

I say to you inside the misty mountaintop, "Um."
I see you in the misty mountaintop.
I see you everywhere I go.
Your face in the covers--
I want to know what's real.
I can't see everything.

Everything ok. Know the way.
I don't want a yesterday, another "I love her."
Everything part of me yesterday:
everything I would be today.

Everything, I can see the way:
everything I can be today.
I can't remember you.
I can't be a member of you anymore.

Saddened day. Certain death. Saturday.
Look on.

Here come tomorrow.

Ok, ok...

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from Lunar Affair, released February 21, 2014

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Monarcadia

Monarcadia is musician, intermedia artist, and poet Alaric López.

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